There is always a dark side to any job or place that glitters... I was an idol during my youth! I tried my best to become famous every day, but there was a wall I couldn't overcome... I got a job after sleeping with an older man after a live performance. After that, I slept with many people and was even invited to a big idol festival in Tokyo. However, I was conflicted about whether I should continue like this. But I also liked sex. I especially get aroused when I'm treated roughly, such as when I'm deep-throated or choked. I continued to suffer as I gradually became more and more addicted to sex. I wanted to turn my sexual desire into a job... and appear in an adult video. I'm sorry I was a devoted idol who lived off pillows. Please see the best I can be right now.